• I hide beneath the covers,
    As acid tears soak my skin.
    Burning every inch of life,
    Demanding payment for my sin.

    As they burn at my weaknesses,
    I hate myself more than ever.
    My life has lost all meaning,
    Friends, family, love, gone forever.

    This emptiness that rots in me,
    Is spreading such a stench.
    Everybody moves away,
    As I sit alone in this deep trench.

    My self loath is shutting me off,
    Keeping you so far away.
    But I need you more than ever,
    I need you here today.

    Like the cloud that engulfs my soul,
    And that shadows my weak heart,
    I am left without warmth,
    As I so slowly fall apart.

    End this pain now,
    I beg of you, let me go.
    If only you could see this wreck,
    Than surely you would know. . .