• A lie
    Or a truth
    Got out
    I wasn't sure
    All I knew was
    I didn't want people believing it
    Especially him
    But too late, they all made a big deal of it
    I tried not to cry
    I was paid not to cry
    I didn't cry
    But everyone could tell I wanted to
    What would my friends say?
    What would he say?
    He came out of nowhere
    said he didn't believe them
    and ran off
    No more
    I need to know
    how he thinks of me now
    Now that I think it is true
    I don't know
    Fake feelings?
    Crocodile tears?
    Or as real as his height?
    I can't tell
    I haven't seen him since
    So I don't know
    I never do
    I can't sort my feelings
    And when I think so
    They get shuffled again
    then resorted a whole new way