• so it begins so shall it end
    Every beginning has an end when will mine come...people say your book is unwritten I wish I could end my book have a beautiful sadness that most people look down on.I have had many people come and help I'm like a drug I get you high an you feel better about yourself an when you come down you use and abuse me again for your own selfish reasons I didn't care I wanted to help so I went along with it....once I don't give you that high that you wanted in the beginning you throw me away looking for that next rush.so I'm tired of being used...wait no that was my purpose to help those I care for....I'm tired of being thrown away.....so I will do you all a favor just slip out the back......look it up on my poems and maybe you will have hope.......hope that you will realize what you lost a rocking girl like me I only hope that you realize this before I leave an you pass this up I'm not going to give up on you but you will give up on me like so many others have but that only makes me that much stronger and a better girl so I wish you the best of luck I don't wish you would fall off the face of the earth I'm not that kinda girl I just wish that I can move on and forget you so maybe I can be happy with out worrying that you will hate me..but I won't let you get to me like you used to I won't let your words hold any more power over me.
    so shall it end...your hold...your grip on my heart......so shall it end......