• What is it when you can’t love or be loved?
    Is it because of who you are or is it because of the people who influence you?
    How can one, love when one feels loveless?
    Can’t I ever be so happy again?
    I can’t decide what to do.
    Do I leave this life of loveless desires and start over again?
    Or do I die inside more and more everyday until I am no more?
    There is a simple answer, which would be to forget and live what I’ve lost.
    But it’s not so easy when every time I close my eyes that I see you and all the kindness that you have shown me.
    Nor shall it be easy to just let you go, for my heart still yearns for you.
    What shall I do but listen for you and to know what it is for me to do?
    My life will never be the same, for you have shown me true kindness and without you I fear the kindness will never come back.
    I have no other hope of the life I have now because you where a big part of it.
    No other person has made me happier then you.
    But you will never be mine again.
    So many people ask us and all the time I just want to cry.
    So what is it when I feel so loveless and never really beloved?
    How can it be if you love me?