• Everything is not alright my heart aces with confusion
    and i morn for something i cannot control

    my life's turned up side down

    it has been since i developed no trust

    in spite i keep believing

    how can i get so far without falling

    so many sad thoughts

    its like its never ending

    yet i manage to keep my self happy

    with all my loss and greaving

    with so many that walked out of my life
    and now once more

    i am afraid of loosing more

    afraid they will walk out the door

    u cannot help what happens

    only pray that it changes

    i used to wish this person gone

    only thing it may be happening

    and my heart aces with confusion

    and fear that i will loose once more

    filled with regret and longing for many

    to be happy, my heart aces once more