• You loved when you knew it was killing you,
    But was it even love or just your subtle lies
    My darling, please darling, don't you suffer,
    I can't help this God forsaken masochism,
    But hopeful, don't spiral downward with me,
    No what matter the reckoning I speak,
    Of lies, lust, and this entanglement,
    Of this empty life and room where,
    I lay beneath the darkened skies,
    And I am forgetting this myself,
    In the angst of hearing you cry,
    So let me hold half an hour,
    So let me see your face,
    Racked all in sorrow,
    Breath this last in,
    Suffer just once,
    Don't lie to me,
    Since I know,
    You don't,