Last Resort

• Artist: MeIanite
• Description: I was inspired to write this by someone very close to me, i tried to capture her feelings perfectly, but of course nothing is ever perfect.
• Date: 01/25/2009
• Tags: last resort

Watching time roll by is my favorite passtime.
Everything flys by really fast, life is in a hurry constantly
it changes from one season to the next and yet, I'm am always left behind
Why can't I ever be a part of time, a part of humanity
I am it's kin but it doesn't acknowlege are relationship


I feel alive and euphoria hits me every now and then
but then fate comes along with her arrogance and knocks me down
this time it seems I won't be able to get up
This time I won't say "I will not be your victim"
Now i know i should of never been afraid to fall
this time i won't be afraid to go under the world and drown
I should of never fought for my redemption when this would be
my outcome in the end.


After all this is a part of disappearing I thought
First you stop talking, and then people stop hearing you
and when the hearing stops
they eventually stop seeing you
and soon your gone altogether.

It's my last resort, going away
I can't face the inevitable
This all simply confirmed that I wasn't truly here in the first place.

I crawl away and hide as my last seconds vanish
I know I shouldn't say it but the words are itching to be said
"When I'm gone, i want the world to know that i didn't go easily i fought time and time again but I soon grew weary of this repetive cycle in the cold hands of life"

Such sweet last words I thought
no one was around to acknowlege them but I knew
it was important to say them to hold on to the last leaf of existance.

I stand up fast
Nothing to hold back now
its time to loose myself to fate
I wondered if bliss awaited me
I hoped so
this was my last wish....

Comments

[I x I - P o o t a n g]

This is sad, but i like it, you make envious when you write so well like this. 5/5 xd

[I x I - P o o t a n g]

This is kind-of sad, but I like it, you make me jealous they way you write, it's so good!! 5/5

[Roll One]

we all disappear in the sands of time at some point nevertheless good poem biggrin

[Clive ShadowKnight]

it was a very epic an spiritual devise that you used and i know what the writer is meaning because they almost want to be forgotten, but i am the kind of person that wants to leave something behind, to be remembered for. Just like the old saying "hero's live forever, but legends never die." i want to be the legend.

[MeIanite]

It's about being alone in the world any people resorting to disapearing.

[Xx-dark hybrid-xX]

what is this about exactly i mean i have a idea and its really good but so sad at the same time