• I never regretted not knowing what true warmth was til I held you in my dreams.
    Never knew what the true stillness that only comes with peace,
    Or what it was to truly feel utterly complete.
    To be willing to kill or die for a second more in your arms.
    To really long with your entire fiber of your being,
    To have your ever atom cry in pain and grief,
    Because dawn came far too soon for a single goodbye to be uttered.
    To realize belatedly that sometimes dreams seem more real
    Than reality or at only when i dream of you.
    To suddenly loose the euphoric warmth and bliss;
    To remember and try to learn from our past mistakes.
    To know I walked away defeated, while wishing for comfort from you.
    Trying to hold together while regret and loss relentlessly beats
    Upon my falsely tough exterior too fragile for words.
    Or what it was to finally break into thousands of shards.
    To know what was to feel your own tears sting invisible wounds.
    Stuck as a shade in a nightmare because i cannot remain,
    In my dreams, in the only place, where i know you exist.
    Til I find you in this plane of existence,
    I remain in this nightmare til I find you again.
    Fighting with renewed hope for the future
    I hope to feel warmth again,
    I will wait endlessly Love,
    I love Only You,
    For all eternity
    Keeping Hope
    Always