• Must it be this way?
    Why do I feel nothing in this world
    so full of emotion?

    I stay blank, unable to feel,
    unable to think.
    My body aches with a hunger I am
    unable to understand, I want
    to know what it feels like....

    To feel....

    I'm stuck behind a one way mirror
    I'm forced to watch as emotions flash by on
    others faces teasing me,
    making me want to feel.

    I give in to the temptation,
    and let the emotion overtake me,
    it breaks me....makes me weak....

    Nothing makes sense, These feelings
    are overwhelming, I don't want to feel
    I want to feel nothing....

    Be nothing......

    Let me go back behind my wall
    where I was safe from these
    feelings.......

    I want to be blank once more.
    Feel nothing once more.
    Be nothing once more.
    Hide behind my wall once more.

    I want to escape once more...