• I am sick and tired of being alone...
    Its depressing..
    But yet no one even wants me..
    Guess thats whats ment to be...
    I must have screwed up somewhere down the line..
    And Karma is getting back at me..
    For whatever wrongs i did..
    I wish that it could change with just a simple wish..
    But i'm not a little kid..
    For once i want ONE relationship that doesn't turn to Sh*t..
    I want someone to care about..
    Someone that can make my day better..
    Someone that can make the sad days happy..
    Someone that sees me for me and cares anyways..
    Someone i can be myself around that i don't have to be fake..
    When will that acutally happen for me..
    When can i actually be happy..
    Get rid of this awful disguise of happiness..
    Stop pretending that i'm fine when i'm miserable...
    Can i have this one shot..
    That one chance to shoot for the stars..
    Find someone that would stick around..
    That won't just get up and leave..
    Leave me with the broken peices..
    Leave me to pick them up..
    Leave me alone tears streaming down my face..
    Feeling unwanted..
    Feeling damaged..
    Feeling that feeling that I dreaded from the begining...
    Sitting in the corner..
    Looking down at pictures..
    And the memories still fresh in my head...
    Thinking, What did i ever do wrong....
    Glueing the peices back together..
    Not letting anyone in..
    in fear of being hurt..
    In fear of being pushed aside..
    In fear of being back in this same place..
    Sad, alone and depressed..
    Feeling no love..
    Feeling no compassion..
    feeling no closure..
    Continuing to wish..
    Hoping it would come true...
    Thinking about it ever day..
    Thinking that time was drawing near..
    Thinking he'll walk right into my life..
    Pick up that last peice..
    And complete me.