• Sitting there grieving without you
    You make up excuses, to ease your guilt
    Say my life is fine without you
    But there is no such thing as a solitary gain
    Walking in this misty rain
    Trying to forget the source of all my pain
    Debating if it's worth this aching strain
    Trying to bleach this bloody stain

    Why can't you just go away
    Everytime my wound is partially better
    Not healed but temporarily numb
    You just feel the need to come
    And poor lemon juice in my wound again

    But this wound just won't heal
    This pain could not be more real
    Something my eyes could not conceal

    My heart writhing in pain
    Making me hurt those who are innocent
    I can't hide what you did to me
    I'm cutting our connection once and for all
    It'll kill me, but I'll be free

    Free again, to roam and sing
    Without worrying of this painful sting
    I'll listen to my peacefullness and let it ring
    Knowing after quite a time that only joy it could bring
    It justs sounds like a wonderful thing

    So I guess It's time to say good-bye
    It's so unexplicably painful, and burning to just try
    My heart is stinging and I'm about to cry
    And now my throat is getting dry

    I'm so sorry
    Not for what I'm doing to you
    But myself...I'll be in depressing pain for endless years
    Waiting for your memory to leave me
    I want to scream with a piercing voice
    Loud enough to show you my pain
    But I guess until that day I'll be waiting