• there she gose again playing laughing and not haveing a care in the world there she gose holding on and on to all the good and wonderful things she holds so dear to her haert never looking back always forward she has so many freinds that she holds dear and near who's that girl why is she happy and care free maby she's happy thats it she's happy and wonderfly happy with her life as she contunes to live in this horrible world with a smile i sit looking at this beatufull wonderful girl wanting to be like that wanting ever so much to be like that why can't that be me but i sit and think as i walk the path of hate and dispare i know her ever so well she's me and im her but not who but where is that girl the girl who loves her mom and dad and her wondefull freinds and cat who would go to anyone and be freinds even if there the most hateful person alive where did she go i sherch everywhere for her but she is not to be found she is hideing becuse of me the one who is evil and dirty the one who would rater live alone and by herself then to even concider being with people who love her the one who pushes away all near and daer the one who contently hurts herself and makes her self thing that one day she will be free the one who gets hurt by everyone by the boys who don't like her becuse she's not the type to go around with them by the girls who hate her so much when they don't even know who she is she walks alone hurting her self and everyone around her looking despretly longing and begging for the girl with the smile and the eyes that shine with the heavenly intent of love and kind heart where are u know show yourself to me help me be like you its not too late to go back becuse i am you and you are me but now i am me and you are you we no longer connected we may be the same person but look at me and tell me wonderfull person are we the same?