• last time i saw the pack of oreo’s they were half full of double stuffed cookies
    i spent from 12 to 2 in a mad search
    emptiness tried to kill me
    my stomach began to digest itself
    the pantry light was out
    in the dark cupboard my torso began to convulse its way to the floor
    i cried so senselessly there were no tears
    if i’ve never been nothing, i am nothing now