• "Goodbye Pain"
    Keshia Foster
    January 14, 2009

    You left me alone staring at a blank wall.
    Thinking to myself, "Why the loneliness?"
    Nothing to do, not a thing to look for
    It's the worst friend to have, it never lets me rest.

    For this time that I am here
    I can put down in this thing
    Lines of words will let me express
    All the pain and suffering, I shall explain

    The lies that you have spoken
    Have led to absolutely no end
    Secrets that were kept from I
    And mixed signals that were sent

    Tell me again why you loved me
    Was it because I'm so forgiving and forgetful
    Or 'twas it I said that I'd never leave?
    I know it wasn't the fact that I was beautiful

    For the simple reason you said I wasn't
    And asked if I could look as a model on t.v.
    Well let me tell you something important
    Listen up, for I am not going to repeat it, you see.

    I AM BEAUTIFUL, you just didn't look
    On the inner being that my soul beholds
    I AM STRONG to leave your sorry a**
    For your mean words won't chain me down, let the truth be told.

    All the s**t that you've put me through
    Has built up inside, boil to a hot steam
    My top can't hold much longer a*****e
    This sweetheart is much more than what she seems

    ********, you've pushed me too far
    Too ******** far from the edge of nice
    You've shuffled me way too hard
    Now let's see what's told by the dice.

    GET YOUR s**t AND LEAVE MY SIGHT
    You've been nothing but a pain
    All you ******** BULLSHIT has to go
    b***h, enough with the excuses, I'm totally sane

    Bye, see ya, out my door, never to return.
    Down my cheek trails a painfilled tear
    I cry out my hurt, yet sob for joy
    That you're finally gone, no more to be here

    No more days where I wake up alone
    And wonder where the ******** you're at
    Not another tear f sadness strolls down my face
    Just an afternoon of relaxing and being glad.

    I needed this to have my heart be whole
    Bending down, picking up the pieces, and start anew
    What took me so long to figure this out?
    All I needed was to say good ******** bye to you