• i tried to change to make you happy.
    I tried to open your eyes when you couldnt see.
    I tried to hug you when you cried.
    I tried to cheer you up when your parents died.
    I tried to catch you when you fall.
    I tried to pick up the phone when you call.
    I tried to hold your hand when we walked.
    I tried to kiss you when we talked.
    I tried to make it when you were in the hospital.
    I tried to have a grip on your soul.
    I tried to make you see i that cared.
    I tried to have the pain be bared.
    I tried to hold in my tears.
    I tried to face the fears.
    I didnt try on this.
    The death of you made me pissed.
    I took a gun to my head.
    I closed my eyes and said.
    "you said forever! and forever it will be!" BANG!
    The ears of children rang.
    Called 911 for emergency.
    Goin inside my home to save me.
    But they're too late.
    I made it to my fate.
    Im here with my wife.
    Now im with her for life.

    DEDICATED TO MY ALIVE WIFEY YESSICA <3
    <3 Amaya Lavera