• I feel like im gonna cry,
    I feel like im gonna die,
    I always wondered how it'll feel,
    to just say goodbye?

    I always ask myself,
    "Would it be better if I died?"
    "Then could I get away from it all?"
    "Would I stop hearing the feuds of my family?"
    "Would I stop hearing the sound of rain as it fell?"

    If I could have one wish,
    just one wish at all.
    It would be to lose my memories,
    of every single thing.

    Im sorry for this wish,
    for I know its unforgivable.
    But I doubt I can make up,
    for everything i've done.

    If I say "sorry" would it help?
    Could I say we'll be happy again?
    Without worrying bout all the things that happened?

    I wonder when this will happen,
    and take all my pain away.
    Just like how the rain,
    takes away the dirt off the leaves,
    and cleans the world of it's dirtiness,
    except the dirt in my heart.
    Which is forever there.