• It's been a while since I've written,
    It was probably back when I was still called "Kitten"
    I know this is the part where I lay down the line
    This is the part when I give you some sort of sign

    I'm out of ideas, I'm out of hope
    I'm abandoned with these thoughts with which I cope.
    I can't tell you how much I regret
    I can't tell you how much I'm upset.

    I know it's not in my place
    But I must say I need some space.
    It's taken it's toll and plagued my mind,
    I know it's time to unwind.

    So here it is, I'll tell you flat out,
    I know I wasn't always this way and there is no reason to shout
    But even though I don't love him anymore
    His death still penetrates my core.

    He was a jerk and I was a b***h,
    Others would say they couldn't tell which from which
    He said some things that were out of line,
    And I retorted with things from time to time

    And he graduated and I never saw him much after that
    And that's when people just started calling me "Cat"
    I guess I grew up a little but I don't remember when
    And then he died and I knew I'd never see him again.

    I wish I could say I'm sorry
    I wish I could take it all back
    I wish I could make it all better
    But I can't and I guess it's all over.