• Sharp, cold fire
    I'm stifling, drifting down throught the mire
    My lungs, my heart, my brain
    All feel like they're about to burst
    Bits of flesh and feeling
    I cannot breath

    Brother Night,
    Why do you do this?
    Why leave me?
    Sister b***h,
    the pup that defiles what once was your own,
    Sinks in her fangs to the deepest part
    The pure, soft cloud of my soul

    Tears apart my memories
    Brother Night
    Please do not leave me in this desolate place
    Your warmth was all that kept me
    Above the surface

    Without you I sink farther
    The tangled web no longer sustains me
    And I fall
    Sister b***h, the pup,
    And those she calls friends
    No more than minions, demons and beasts
    Ready to stab you in the back
    Claw at my legs
    My arms are linked
    Chained to a weight by Her and Her Own
    Even farther I descend
    not of my own will
    Into the blackness of what lies beneath

    Your obsidian wings spread
    Glittering with diamonds, sapphires, and dark stars
    To enfold me once
    then lift away for eternity
    Why do you leave me?
    Why do you fly away?

    Stay. Guard me from
    The ice that freezes my soul
    You do not wish to leave me
    I don't understand why you must

    Fine then, leave me Brother Night
    I, the one you love
    The being you have always provided for
    The strength to fight back
    Your only Angel of the Dark Star

    Leave me, If you must
    I see you must
    But leave with me
    the ability to spread my wings
    My blood red wings
    And fly from this Hell
    This mire into which I sing
    Farther, ever farther

    Without you I cannot live
    My lungs burst
    And I drift
    Back from the respite you gave
    I stifle and sink
    drifting down through the mire yet again
    down through the sharp, cold fire
    And disappear from my own awareness

    Save me Brother Night
    This Fallen Angel of the Dark Star
    I love you and need you
    Now more than ever before

    She is here!
    She has come!
    She pulls me down
    Tears apart our entwined hands
    Scatters the blood red feathers that
    Belong a part of me

    You see and attack
    Coming between the b***h and me
    Blood flows
    Is it mine? No. Yes
    It is mine, and yours, and hers

    Your gemlike wings, those lovely wings
    Now streaked with ruby fluid
    Her face, once lovely, now scarred and twisted with hatred
    Laughing as she tears you down
    I struggle to pull myself from the mire
    To decimate her,
    Sister b***h, who is tearing my life apart
    I win, but I have not won

    She is gone, but so are you
    You fell to protect me, to defend me
    A losing battle
    and now you are broken, defeated
    Now I know you have truly left me
    your wings, your beautiful, bejeweled, obsidian wings,
    Lie scattered upon the ground
    Mingling with mine on the bloodstained soil

    I cradle you, limp in my arms (I love you)
    You are gone
    gone with nary a word (I miss you)
    How can I live without you?
    I cannot (I am demon-dead)
    But I must

    I, a Fallen Angel
    Wingless and loveless
    No longer pure
    No longer soft and tender-hearted
    alone but for my grief and despair
    Weeping over your still body
    Oh, Brother Night,
    How could you do this to me?
    How could you leave me so alone?
    Without you I am an empty vessel
    A shattered chalice
    And my soul escapes into the air