• Life sounds happier...
    when there is no pain living or existing.
    No sorrow or sadness lingering.
    Sometimes when the monster is there...
    you just want to disappear.
    Better yet don't even exist.
    Many feel like that a million of times.
    You are treading in water.
    Soon you become tired---
    you can't breathe.
    you
    just
    give
    up
    just
    like
    that
    letting
    the
    bodies
    of
    blue
    water
    drowning
    you

    Pain, fear, anger, and sadness
    Big topics surrounding
    Swallowing you inside a big black hole.
    Endless

    F
    A
    L
    L
    I
    N
    G

    Down into a black darkness pitch of despair that will not be forgotten even if time flies by...

    Choking and
    Gasping for air,
    Dying alone
    full
    of
    Despair
    no one to save

    Wearing a million of colorful masks to hide the horrible pain...
    So no one can notice what you are hiding.
    Thorns piercing through the heart-
    wrapping around it so forcefully,
    Easy enough to fall asleep
    And pass away without knowing..
    Dreaming of happiness..
    Dreaming of the way life
    should be....