Regret for Not Saving You

• Artist: Pixe stars
• Description: I wrote this while feeling really depressed after hearing a story from a friend at camp. She wasn't there for someone who was extremely close to her heart.
  And be me having a very sensetive nature towards those who are close to me as well, I felt her pain and her as if it were my own. So I wrote her this poem to show her that I knew what she was going thourgh and that she didn't have to bear this burden alone.
• Date: 06/02/2009
• Tags: poem regret saving

As the dawn is drawing ever near I hear faintly soft
whispers flowing into my ear. Where exactly my location
is to me unknown it feels like I've entered some type of
twlight zone, all I can feel is a deep pain carved into the
very depths of my heart. For permently now we will from
eachother depart, my body is still alive but my bleeding heart
is dead. For my mental state of mind has gone brian dead,
since I now have no real reason to live. My reason for living has
been long gone, why I ask myself have I allowed myself to live
so long. The reason I suppose is because I still regret not being
here to stop that gunshot theart, I should have said something
to stop you before that day so you wouldn't end up going away.
I should have been there to stop the bullet from peirceing your
heart, for now all I wish for is my own death so we'll no longer be apart.

Comments

[Dragons Willow]

ah yes...i've written several of these. i think they help their intended reader as well as ourselves to deal with this stuff.