• I am just a joke
    someone people could use and tare apart
    I need help!!!
    I need to find myself again.
    I want to be free to get out and be me and don’t care what people think.
    It might be a stage of life but for me I feel my death, I feel alone in a black hole that I am going down into.
    I need to be pull back up into safety.
    I want to be me I want to come back.
    I don’t want to change
    because now that I have I just don’t know how to change back,
    How to make myself become me again.
    I feel alone although I have people who love and care for me
    I feel I have been hurting them and I am going to change that.
    I am going to make me come back
    I need to before the dark hole sucks me and make me get lost in my own world.
    The world is cruel and hard, sometimes you have to fight your own battles with yourself.
    Sometimes you have help from people.
    But right now I feel I have to fight with myself and I feel the real me is losing.
    I need to grab on to the things that I love and hope that, that will help me found my way to the light.
    I don’t want to get trap,
    NO
    I WANT TO BE FREE
    I WANT TO SEE THE LIGHT.