Destined Departure

• Artist: -_- RJ-Kun -_-
• Description: Written - Sept 29, 2008 by me.
  
  Written on a Friday to be exact. My freshman year in high school, now I'm gonna be a junior! :] I was just thinking to myself and my crush on my best friend. I feared that he would change to a different high school, and I still do...But now he is most likely to move...and I guess this rediscovered poem has come back to haunt me... >_<
• Date: 06/20/2009
• Tags: destined departure love sadness lonliness

I didn't want to tell you at the start.
I want to wait 'till
everything falls apart.
Although I know that wouldn't fit the bill.
At least you'd know, that I spoke from my heart

It all started with a sudden sight shift,
and I'm lost in a doubtful drift.
I wander from place to place
endlessly thinking about your wonderful face.
But unknowing of your complex mind
I stand alone, completely confined

My feeling of being trapped for ages,
where others wait for their destined key,
to unlock their binding cages.
While I wait in hopeless despair,
secretly keeping inside of me
the love I want to share.

But there is one thing I truly hate,
the reason why I foolishly hesitate.
Now I fear in this heartbreaking rate,
that I can't be with you in this broken state.
But if I can make it through,
then I can finally tell you
What lies in my heart,
before we forever depart...