• I swear
    This is not what I wanted.
    Not in the slightest.
    But I do not wan to hurt you.
    What is there left for me to do?
    What would you like me to say?
    Because I have no clue what you expect anymore.
    I have offered you myself over and over before,
    But not until now have you accepted me.
    No. I don't want this anymore.
    Not now. It is too late.
    [How could I possibly tell you?]


    Why do you not believe me?
    How else was I supposed to tell you?
    [I didn't want to. But you deserve the truth.]
    You kept asking and asking what was wrong.
    I told you [I didn't want to]
    And you are not believing me.
    What is so wrong with me,
    That you would feel that I tell you only lies?
    I don't lie to you.
    I never have.
    I won't.
    But what does it matter if you still won't believe me?