I love him oh so much
But we're just friends
I'm forced to admire from afar
And friends is what we'll forever be
I could tell him the truth
But he'd turn away from me
Or would he feel the same way?
I'm oh so scared to tell him the truth
What if I do?
What if he doesn't want to be something more?
What would happen to us?
Would everything change or stay the same?
I've known him forever
These feelings just suddently showed up
Where did they come from?
And why now?
There's never been an answer to these questions
And this is killing me
I feel torn in half
Between telling him and not telling him
We promised to always tell the truth
What about now?
I know I shouldn't break a promise
But he could never know
I know now what this feeling is
It's called love
I know what it is
And it's definitely how I feel for him
He doesn't know I love him
He never will
And neither will anyone else
This is my only secret
What would people at school say?
He's Mr. Popular
And I'm in extraland
But yet I'm still his friend
Does that not count for anything?
Telling him would change everything
In a second our relationship could go crumbling
Or it could go beyond what it already is now
If you never try, you'll never know
I'd rather not try
He's always been there for me
Good times and bad
Always protecting me
But with the truth, that would change forever
Why do I have to feel this way?
I just don't get it
And I don't think I ever will
How could I feel this way?
Just friends is what we'll forever be
No matter what I want
Our friendship will always be the same
As long as I don't tell him
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