• It may seem as if i am worthless
    but i know you don’t see me clearly.
    I know I am not worthy but seriously
    does it matter, I never asked for your
    opinion I never cared. I may be unknown,
    but that’s what makes me who I am.
    I who I am and I will never cease to be.
    But the question is,
    is why can’t you just believe in me?
    I may be rebellious,
    I may be obnoxious,
    I may be different.
    I am not what you expected me to be.
    I am proud of who I am,
    I am grateful of all the things I have,
    I adore all the friends I’ve made
    I may not be willing to mention it but i am pleased.
    I hate feelings they are just games
    trying to trick you into thinking
    everything is going to be alright
    but in the end that’s when the night falls
    dim to leave you in fright.
    The fears are always awaking just by a touch.
    Within my reach is happiness,
    but i always lead myself away,
    so far away that It seems
    as if i will never see the light of day again.
    The sense of being alive comes
    from the greatest of moments
    that I know will try to last me
    until I fade into the darkness.
    This happiness I can’t believe this is real I never will.
    I can’t always pretend to be this happy its wearing me down
    on the inside. You don’t know how much
    pain it causes to force this discrete smile on my face.
    It always will ruin my place
    The part where I am still here should say that I am still trying.
    I am trying my hardest to make it through a
    day without running and hiding from the people
    i know that want to help me through this hell.
    I will always run away, I will never let you see or feel my pain.
    This is my burden and I am fighting it through.
    Its just the part where you don't believe I can conquer this on my own.
    You don't believe in me, you never will!