• Hallow heart confused
    growing dull and weak.
    My pain beyond what pen
    and these words can speak.
    Dry eye's only burn,
    tears are locked up tight.
    To shocked and all to sudden,
    fades your stolen light.
    So rage burns inward,
    grief just feeds the flames.
    On no one but so many
    lays this cursed blame.
    Wanting just to save,
    to change what has be done.
    Wretched, powerless friend,
    unable to save one.
    Blaming a 'Just' God,
    so callous and always silent.
    The anger turns inward,
    now bloody and violent.
    Heart keeps on resiting,
    other's burden to bear.
    Those already breaking,
    only misery can share.
    Dry eyes close in pain,
    denials gain some time.
    Being stronger now for others,
    claiming I'll be fine.
    Chocked up by the memories,
    by all the moments lost.
    Some drunk b*****d was careless,
    but you paid the cost.
    Still no tear breaks free
    from this hardened core.
    My pen scribbles desperate
    for some release to pour.
    This world doesn't stop
    for the grief of a few,
    but today all things fade
    in memory of you.