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Meaning
Shades if brown, varying constantly
Light is captured, waiting silently
To be released, locking onto its prey
Leaving it paralyzed in the midst if the fray
It holds it ensnares unvaryingly
Binding as fetters, two souls as one
Deep, enthralling-ever wavering
Leaving unsuspecting prey savoring
Every last ounce of traps so sweet
Catching them irrevocably in one beat
Punishing them for their ignorant knavery
Biding as fetters, two souls as one
Soft and warm, the perfect lure
To flitch a prey so naive and pure
Addictive as all else of great danger
Always wanted yet withheld of stranger
Of this one can always be sure
Binding as fetters, two souls as one
Heat and strong allure is found
Sweet yet sickening is the sound
When two and two make up four
Leaving the prey craving more
When no other soul in near around
Binding as fetters, two souls as one
Strong yet bitter is the beautiful scent
Which upon the prey it is bitterly spent
It intoxicates the prey- she is enthralled
Alas, back to the thought from which this poem was called
Where light is captured- then to its prey lent
Binding as fetters, two souls as one
No More
Sounds enveloping, words without meaning
Void of emotion, just another blank stare
You can not escape from this nothingness
Not when there’s nothing to grasp but air
Thoughts roaming, never more than abstract
Never more than blackness and despair
Lost and alone, out of the light
Dull and foreboding, leaving all behind
Emotions kill, bringing only pain
How I long to be stone and impassive once again
Word by word, creating a hurt so deep
Time can never heal- there’s just so much that even time can not erase
It’s a one sided battle that I can not win
I’m being punished for every thought
Every sin
They say I’m psycho
Schizophrenic
That all I bring is destruction and panic
I will not let this break me
My pain is something they will never get to see
Not anymore
I’m throwing up my shields
Settling the score
From now ob I am distant
Fake smiles all around
They won’t be there when my shields come down
They will never again witness the tears I shed
When my pain throbs in my heart
In my troubled head
No more shall they see my pain
No more!
Lost
Life with no hope, filled with pain
Cloudy skies and pouring rain
Can leave this place but refrain
For it’s the wounds that keep me sane
Loved ones back home crying because they’re already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there is someone listening
Give ma a chance to be that person I want to be
I am broken, choking on my ecstasy
Oh lord I’ll try but you’ve got to keep hold of me
Un-break me, un-chain me, I need another chance to live
I’m lost and alone
At four o’clock you return me home
In this place of despair
Chocking on nothing but thin air
Tears streaming down my face
Why hast thou left me in this place?
Like living in a bad dream
Everything is worse than it seems
I’ve got nothing about me that can be redeemed
What does all of t his mean?
No one to keep me from going under
They don’t have what it takes
Locked in a nightmare
Screaming out for someone but I can’t wake
What have I done that’s so wrong?
No way to heal but through the insignificant song
I have no proof that I belong
I know I’m right to move on
Justin (the‘s’ is Silent) Dearman
Trust deceived, a wounded soul re-shattered
I told you everything, but you didn’t think it mattered
I let you in, showing you all my sorrow and pain
You shoved me out, leaving me in the pouring rain
We used to be so close, like two crabs sharing a shell
How could you change your mind? How could you put me through this hell?
You used to come to me with every problem, all your trouble
And as the truest of friends, I came to your aid on the double
Now we barely talk, you barely wave to me in the hall
You once made me feel so big, now you make me feel small
I thought you were true, my single best friend
But you turned out to be just another jerk in the end
You said that I could always count on you
That nothing could come between us two
They were nothing but empty words- false comfort
Now all that you have left me with is more pain, more hurt
You don’t even know what you’ve done to me
Leaving my heart in familiar betrayal and misery
My ex-best friend
Broken
A love so deep yet so unbearable breakable
You promised me out bond was unshakable
Alas! But in the end all it was – a black deception
Causing pain so deep it seems to flow from every direction
Every time we touch my wounds are cut deeper
Every time we kiss I wish I would die
My heart breaks so
Oh! I can’t let you go
For so long you’ve been my entire life
Every whispered vow
Amounts to nothing now
How could you say goodbye?
Woe, for now upon these pages I pour
My soul into a long forgotten lore
We were once so close
Our love tr’er than those
That so quickly whither and die
Desire! I need you by my side
Every smile I fake for you sears me
Every false laugh you see
These wounds are too deep
From you, my pain I keep
Alas! My soul screams true-
I’m still in love with you
You’re still my entire life
Still, every time we touch my heart breaks faster
And every time we kiss I’m screaming inside
Though my heart breaks so
I just can’t let you go
Please don’t say goodbye.
Shattered
My love, my all, oh how you’ve shattered me
That you may feel none of this pain is my plea
Every breath hurts every beat of my heart sears
I am lost in my endlessly flowing tears
The horror I see when I close my eyes
Is your face, your lips, your beautiful eyes
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Alas! How I long for that deep-sleep dreaming
Where your touch and your voice keep haunting me
Binding- torturing me in this fantasy
Woe! Darkness, this hell, this nightmare realm
Love betrayed in this terrorizing realm
I am lost in this deep, black abyss
Love, how could you leave me here like this?
Tell me, why do I still love you?
For thee my heart does still beat true
Alas! But why are the fates so cruel?
I trusted you- like an utter fool!
Now I’m shattered…broken, gone
But for you life still goes on
How could you take your love away from me?
Leaving my heart in utter misery
Despite all this you still keep my shattered heart
I was ‘eternally yours’ from the very start.
- by Shaddowhand_of_Death |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 07/06/2009 |
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- Title: Poetry from mine very soul
- Artist: Shaddowhand_of_Death
- Description: some of my work...not my best.
- Date: 07/06/2009
- Tags: poetry relationships religion
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