If I wasn't who I was

• Artist: sakura kitty-cat
• Description: This has really gone on a lot in my life.... And I really hate that, people get hurt because of me. I wrote this as a way to..release some depression I had, and after finishing it, I felt a bit better.
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• Date: 07/08/2009
• Tags: wasnt

Most guys say that I am fun and easy to be around
That I’m perfect and that I make their day and make them smile
But that cant be true
Not with what I do
Why cant they just see, Im a horrible person?

I let people get close
But then they start to fall for me
Im not full of my self
that’s just what always happens

And its just not fair
For them in the end
Because I cant return their wonderful feelings for me..

My only wish is that I
Could fall in love with him
To make him happy
Like he does to me everyday
If I wasn’t who I was things like this wouldn’t happen
People just may be saved from this hurt…

Some only say that Im scared of being hurt again
But im used to it, so why should I be afraid?
They don’t seem to get
What my reason is
Its my fault because
I cant love them too

I just wish that I could change
So people wont love me
Only because its wrong
That they are the only ones getting hurt
If I wasn’t who I was things like this wouldn’t happen
People may just avoid being hurt by me…

Life it seems does not like me
Cursing me with this gift it seems
Of making peoples life unbearable
Its true..

I am hating who I am
Because of what I do
I tend to hurt my friends
That fall in love with me
If I wasn’t who I was things like this wouldn’t happen
I should disappear so people wont get hurt…

Comments

[sakura kitty-cat]

Denna? Is she a good writer? If so, Id love to read some of her work ^_^

Hehe...it is okay? really?
I didnt know that

[FilipStiq]

Have you ever read "The Name of the Wind"?

If yes, this reminds me of Denna. If no... well, Denna's alot like this!

And hey... it's okay!