• Cant Trust Myself-

    I let myself go, and i know it feels wrong
    but my jealousy takes over; i wish that i was strong
    but everything seems as its a race
    who can run the fastest pace, although i know its not right
    In the end of it all i lose my sight and fall and crawl
    trying to repair my heart from another suffering
    of letting down its walls
    I know that jealousy will crush me in the end
    but for some reason i compete in these compitions that i will always attend
    I cant trust myself to protect myself from these jealousy games
    Bring up the next game, or i'll go insane