• every time i catch my breath I seem to lose it again,
    every time i push myself i fall to my knee's,
    every time i think of him my heart starts to ach,
    every time i open up they reject me like a monster,
    every time i'm happy they make me feel bad,
    every time i wish on a star it falls from its bed,
    every time i try to mend my broken heart it forces it self open.
    Every timei bleed i wish i was dead.