• on that horrible day
    with its flashing lights
    the jarring feeling
    it gave me
    in my bones
    the screams of terror
    it gave all around
    no one was left out

    it was like those mini rides
    like the kamakazi
    or the timberaxe
    only 10 times more
    it gave off a horrible cry
    of anger,
    of screaching metal

    finally we came to a stop
    i heard someone yell
    "Call 911!!!"
    i hear the slamming of doors
    but i had no clue
    where i was

    when i opened my eyes
    the sight i beheld was this:
    i was trapped in a cage of metal
    my mom next to me
    a river of red
    coming from her head
    she lay there limply
    unconcious i guessed

    i unbuckled my seat belt,
    the only thing that had saved me,
    i tried to move
    but the pain was too great
    i started to cry
    out of fear and pain

    then came those heros
    with the blue and red lights
    they got me out
    as quick as they had come
    and put me in a truck

    i arived at the hospital
    and was treated with care
    the only thing they couldnt fix
    was my broken heart
    the only thing they couldnt relplace
    was my mom
    she had died, they said
    saving me
    turning the car to her side
    the car hit most of the drivers side
    they say it was she who saved me

    and when i tried
    to do the "honorable" thing
    and kill myself
    someone stopped me
    i told her it was my fault
    all of it,
    why my mother died
    and she said
    if you go and kill yourself
    she would have died
    protecting nothing
    she would have died for nothing

    so now i sit at home
    thinking about what she said
    and i decided
    insted of mourning over my mother
    all the time and hating God
    for taking her away
    i could thank him
    for my dad,
    for my family,
    for my siblings,
    for my friends,
    and for everything else...