• I dont need no hate
    Im just sitting in this state
    of petrified lonliness
    I gave him my best
    but I guess thats not enough
    Life is a riddle its tough
    I want to wallow in my self pity
    I want to get away from this city
    Breathing in the polluted city airs
    wondering why hes so mad at me
    but I just look in the mirror and see
    I want to open my mouth and sing
    hoping against hope it will bring
    him back and our love will grow
    then I could cry and it would show
    how I do love him how sorry I am
    I didnt want to argue and fight damn
    cant I for once just get it right?
    Now I can look forward to a restless night
    the wind is blowing and I sit and wish
    I could just swim free like the fish
    No care, nothing to do, totelly free
    But instead they turn their backs on me
    Ignore me like I dont exist
    I'd like to show them my fist
    Turn my anger and sorrow on them
    My life is unraveling like a hem
    They dont care why should they?
    They have their jobs, a place to stay
    My son and I should just go away
    Then he would be sorry later that day
    When I'm not there to find his stuff
    His cousin just looks at me and huff
    I'm never going to be good enough
    For the baby boy oh well how tough
    Hell they don't even know the half
    I will be the one to have the last laugh
    I'd like to see them live with him
    There goes the cousin and Jim
    He didn't even say hi to me
    Well it's best now I see
    What they all think of me
    Do I look like I care!?
    Their rumors they can share
    Let them try to stop me
    I'm the storm they fear to be
    Quiet but louder then anything
    Is the hurt that they sting