• So, is it worth it?
    Is it worth me breaking my heart over you?
    Is it ever going to be worth it?
    My dear, why do you destroy me and yet save me at the same time?

    I guess I'm not worth it,
    And I love you so much that I could literally die for you.
    Every feeling I feel is so true that it is my air,
    And I can't imagine my life without you,
    And yet.......can I survive without you?
    I doubt it.

    If you were to look me in the eye; then you would see every unspoken word,
    Every unspoken thought,
    Every untaken kiss,
    Every 'I love you' unsaid,
    Every fear that is unsaid,
    Every tear unshed,
    Because you are the only one in my life that could save me,
    But you're also the only one who can completely destroy.

    Ask her!
    You know who I mean,
    She'll tell you that she watched me literally fall apart the entire year
    .....Over and only you.
    So stop telling me to prove that I love you!
    Because I do,
    More then anything on this planet,
    More then my life.

    And if it's my life that will prove to you that I love you, then I'll do it.

    She'll tell you that you were the only one who could break me,
    Break me and destroy me,
    Tear me down and the wall I built so carefully around my heart.

    And yet; you're also the only one who can mend me,
    Make the sun shine so brightly,
    You're the only one who can erase all my fears,
    You're the only one who can stop my tears,
    You're the only that could destroy that wall,
    I built it so carefully.

    My dear, how did you break it?
    How did you convince me that love is real?
    How did you convince me that you'll never hurt me?
    How can you be the only one who will put up with my crap?
    How?

    I know that I love you,
    It's the only thing that I'll ever know.
    So with these last lines, my dear, these words I will say:

    I'll spend my entire life by your side,
    I'll let you see my eyes,
    Let you see the unsaid words,
    Unspoken thoughts,
    Unshed tears,
    I don't care how I am by your side, as long as I can stay by your side,
    As your friend,
    As your lover,
    As your everything,
    Or as nothing...

    I will do everything to be there at your side,
    Because it is with you, my dear, that the wall is destroyed,
    With nothing to rebuild it with.
    And this girl is not willing to build it once more,
    Too many cracks.
    Once you know love, my dear, you never go back.
    So please take my hand, my dear, and lead me from this abyss to where we can be happy forever.
    My dear, I will forever love you.