• Where have you gone
    I’m lost here all alone
    And I sit here, on the front lawn
    Like a dog, without a bone
    I don’t know where I’m going
    I don’t know where I’ve been
    And now without even knowing
    I’m headed back home again.
    Nineteen years have gone by oh so fast
    The time has just shot by
    From that day I held you to the last
    Seconds of your life.
    When push came to shove
    And you fought a war within
    I gave you all the love
    My heart had to give
    But it wasn’t enough
    I didn’t try hard enough
    And I watched as lay and die
    And every single night I fear
    I cry
    And call out your name, through the tears
    To see
    You are gone
    And in my misery
    I feel I’m lost, and alone.
    Why did you
    Have to leave me
    Why did you
    Never tell me
    You were ill
    Until the end
    Now with your picture on my windowsill
    My heart breaks instead of bends
    And one last time, today
    I look into your eyes
    And I see the same
    Love in them as I did the day you died
    And so on the front lawn I shall be
    Forever stuck in eternity
    Now that are gone from me
    I am all alone
    I’m sorry that I couldn’t sway
    The gods to whom every night I pray
    To heal you in time
    And so every night I cry
    And never again
    Will I hold your hand
    And say what I truly want to
    That I am in love with you…