• Though grogginess clouds my mind
    I still can see through the haze
    Though I am scared
    I’ve made my choice, I will not run
    But the thought will cross my mind
    I’m only human, aren’t I?
    I understand (to an extent) what this means
    Even if I don't understand, it seems that I don't care, I'm here aren't I?
    I know how dark this secret is
    I know I must keep quiet or die

    But I must admit,
    I thought you would be grateful
    but instead you only gloat
    "Can't you see the difference?" you say
    As I can only mope
    you've taken all my energy
    not to mention my pride,
    but that's okay
    because I don't mind

    But is my choice a mistake?
    Should I be here at all?
    Or is this just a dream?
    If so, tell me
    So I can prepare to take the fall