• she's gone
    were the first words
    I heard when I woke
    what?
    was all I could choke

    not knowing what to do
    not knowing what to feel
    not even what to say
    when I saw here lying there

    emotionless, speechless, lifeless
    was all I could be
    on the day where more tears
    flowed than water in the sea

    not knowing, always wondering
    could I have done more
    could I have saved her
    and if I could
    would it have made any difference

    never happy, always false smiles
    were used for years
    the anger I once had
    shut down that day

    no more hearing the words
    no more saying them again
    my hearts key
    lost in the never-ending rain

    my mom was gone
    and so were the words
    we love so much

    and so i say them now
    and hope her soul recieves
    i love you mom