• your so far away
    even when you wre by my side, i was unable to say word.
    i finally opened my mouth to learn you were leaving
    leaving on your own little adventure.
    i was crying out of worry before you even left
    as hard as i tried to hide my fears, you saw my rolling tears
    now i wondered, how could he leave me. not HIM. and he didnt
    we began to talk and talk never short of a subject or thought to speak of
    but of course the day came when i had to say goodbye
    though he wouldnt, i had to end what we had. end our friendship
    the unstoppable force met its match where it was least expected
    at the heart, the core. its best friend.
    it was hard to believe i needed to push him away to save him.
    i trusted him more than my father, who saved me more times than spiderman saved mary jane
    but the strange thing is that if i did it over i wouldnt change the way i did it
    through the pain i learned and i grew
    yet from now on i will wish i had more time to spend with him.
    wish i hadnt missed wht i was forced to miss
    i must find somebody else who can make me feel the way you made me feel
    somebody who can make my eyes sparkle with the glory of theyre music