• I call out silently
    Begging for help
    I'm so full of pain that I cry every night
    My worry and stress is all bottled
    Adding up day after day
    Waiting to explode
    Ready to make me lose my mind
    My family doesn't understand me
    And I refuse to show my tears in front of them
    Trying to hide this from my friends
    I'm not strong I'm weak
    I can't take much more of this
    I won't last much longer
    But I can't change who I am or who I live with
    I can only move on and hope it gets better
    Because right now that one hope is all I have