• is it all so serious, the way it comes back to me
    constantly pushing me to act on my thoughts
    to act on my nature, to react to this instinct

    as from our origins
    and to resist, is this some act of a miracle
    as an attempt to change
    what is said to be set in our minds

    to act on our nature, to react to this instinct
    but all be mistaken, will you fall in an instant
    first from giving in to the temptation
    than from the direct & desired relation

    this is the situation
    and where do you fall, say fall, stay far
    far from this wish
    from this dream tht you reach for

    breath heavy now, breath deep
    and this secret tht you keep
    waiting for a lullaby
    of love to help you sleep

    let your heart guide you, dont let your heart lie
    keep your eyes closed, and your hope lifted high
    now take a step forward, Ill tell you tht if you fall
    keep your eyes closed, and just believe you can fly

    Let me guide you, Im right beside you
    I know, broken hearts dont fly so well
    And no, broken hearts are hard to sell

    so send it off with the highest bidder
    and hope the buyer will love you better

    now take me in and take me out
    in from the rain, out away from the pain
    in from the fear, and out of the dark
    where I stand in tears, and my hand reaches out
    hoping to hold on to luve, I highly doubt
    and the dream becomes real, I cant explain how I feel
    all I know is this place in my heart is empty
    and I want so desperately to fill it agen, to feel it agen, but…

    not to lose it agen

    so take my tears and take my fear
    take my dreams when I dream shes here
    will you take my words, and take my hand
    but if you dare, dont take my heart unless you care

    and if you take my hand, I wont let go
    cuz Im trying to find a reason
    to hold on to someone, something, anything
    tht can make me feel, like I belong

    like I have a place I can call home
    and someone who can give me the love I need
    and never take it away
    for once I wish luve wud just.. stay

    and not find another love, and leave me behind
    dreaming of a luve I may never find

    and wishing I was needed, but its always the same
    I give and I luve with all tht I am
    but it never seems to be enuf

    why cant luve be simple like it is in my heart
    you love someone, and only one, and always
    you give what you can, love with all tht you are
    and believe in tht luve, let it shine like a star

    Or… let it fall, like a star from the sky
    this life, these moments all passing you by
    cant you see me standing here?

    the lights are faded, these memories grow old
    Im just a distant thought in your mind
    somehow I thought I wud always be special

    but your heart has a new dream
    and its not me
    how unlucky can one heart be

    to be broken even by its best friend
    cant you see its hurting me
    you talk about him constantly
    when hes on your mind, Im left behind
    some small piece of love I try to find

    but it seems all I get is what lil you have left to give
    and Im left waiting for you, but I wont wait forever
    you might not have a best friend when you turn around
    all tht will be left is this letter, and it wont make you feel better

    but it needs to be said, becuz all of these thought going through your head
    have been on mind for a while, so I left you this letter with style
    and Im walking away to see if youll come running
    hoping to god you will

    cuz I cant stand being 2nd best to your boyfriend
    I need your love too
    and you use to always show how special I was to you
    but you seem to have forgotten

    not just what I mean to you, but what you mean to me
    is this the only way to get your attention
    Im upset, Im stubborn & did I mention…

    I need you, so dont you dare let me turn away
    cuz I will be stubborn and keep going till you stop me

    cuz Im stupid and hopeless and hating myself
    for pushing you away
    as an attempt to get your attention
    & did I mention…

    I need you, so dont you dare…
    cuz I need to know you relly care
    tht you care enuf to stop me
    go ahead and hit me, push me
    I dont care, just dont let me go

    cuz I need to know… tht I matter
    tht Im still needed
    and Im scared to death to be left alone
    my heart is sinking like a stone
    heavy and lifeless

    just waiting for you to bring it back
    to hold me tight
    to tell me your here for me
    anytime of the day or night
    I just need to know we will be alright

    I need you to be strong for me this time
    I need you…