• Hidden from this world,
    where none of you can see
    the disgusting reality
    that I believe.
    Long sleeves to hide my scars,
    black cloak to hide my eyes,
    makeup,nail polish and collar;
    just part of the disguise.
    I'm not trying to scare you,
    I just want you
    to stay away,
    I'll never inflict myself again,
    with pretty truths
    that are just fake.
    I hate myself,
    I hate your lies,
    I hate that I'm just a whore
    to these distorted fantasies
    of I love you forever more.
    I'll suffer eternally from this pain
    you've released inside,
    making sure you never know it,
    as I disguise myself from
    this cruel life's
    inexorable demand
    of capitulation;
    That I be strapped down
    to a daily castration.