• You would never tell me anything but a halfhearted maybe...
    And maybe it was in fact that...
    That made me so damned half hearted in the first place?
    I remember crying never again...
    Again and again...
    And then crying for you...
    Like there was nothing else important in my tiny little world.
    I was suppost to contend to your every whim.
    Bend over backwards like a gymnast for you...
    Twisting my spine in the process???

    I didn't.
    I couldn't...
    Even though I thought back then I wanted to.
    I'm glad I didn't bend...
    Because I didn't realise what s**t you actually were...
    Until you were finaly gone...
    And the shackles fell away.