• I loved u, But u did not.
    Feeling alone you strive on your own amditions,
    Leaving thoughts of pain that no human should bare.

    I said i love cause I thought it will easy my sorrow, that....that it may save me.
    From me,.....I thought if I loved myself I''ll save me from tha dark
    abyss.
    Loving only myself has torn me apart to pieces that can never be put together,
    As I lie there as ashes being blown away i see myself as a whole.

    I cried out as hungry for foregivenness,that i can be that person again.
    I say i love u, but i turn the other cheek
    As death cold grip gets my better half to a the light were i'll never go.
    I cried as a newborn does for his mother,.
    Abandonded and naked, tears of darkness runs down pale cheeks.

    I stand alone for I loved myself,
    And loved no one, As a curse runs down my spine that invades each cell Of me,
    As i walk a beggers path carring death wings,
    Knowing I'm Satan"s Son that I lived and love no one