• Fujiko1
    Written on: 10/12/09

    These scars remind me of the pain I feel
    They remind me that it’s all too real
    Each cut, each scar inside
    Each bruise I bear these tears I hide

    The memories that I hate so much
    Times when I wanted touch
    A hug, a kiss, a soothing phrase
    Instead, I got so ******** crazed

    The names she calls me hurt
    Each time, knives cut through dirt
    Deeper than any blade could reach
    Is this what she wanted to teach?

    I learned from her, the master beast
    Now, the child has been released
    A ravenous beast, the creature born
    Hides in wait, but always scorned

    Drowning in sorrow, it’s hard to survive
    Mostly hated, it hurts to be alive
    Each name she’s called me, each phrase she’s used
    I’m her entertainment; she seems amused