Am I Alone?

• Artist: Bloody Crow 666
• Description: Just a my-point of view of how life is and how its going to be.
• Date: 10/17/2009
• Tags: alone

Those days are hell when u feel alone, dont they? You feel isolated, misunderstood, rejected. There is a hole in ur chest, but you no that no one will come to heal it. Love i dead to u. It doesnt mean ur conceited, it just means the pain was hurting like ********. Theres darkness, pain, agonny everywhere. your surrondings are only four wall, blank walls. I ask myself " Is this my future?" Everyone's born alone, we all might as well be cowards in the face of happiness. What is happiness? Ive never felt its excistance. Only sadness and sorrow. Maybe i dont deserve to live. Yet i wonder why im still alive. Do we deserve to be misrable all our lives? If so, why? Some things are not ment to be answered, because theres no reason to prove it. Still i wish there was always that special person in my life with me. Someone whos there always, whos shoulder you can cry on, someone to comfort you. Sadly that person hasnt showed up in my life. Probably never will. As we are born alone, we die alone. Dont u think? I truly miss my beloved Ethan. So ill thank him for making me feel all these depessing emotions. I dont ask anyone to feel bad for me, so im asking u to not also. Hopefully i meet this " happiness" and no wat its like. Thnx 4 reading

Comments

[Elousia]

I can relate to this almost completely...

[wolfgrl12]

you "point-of-veiw" is pretty right or in my case it is. there isnt anyone to cry on, one to help, and you feel like ****. and that other taht lefta comment..........sometimes there isnt a"special someone" someimes you have to be strong for yourself

[T_lol_T]

i'm fond of reading writings,the one you wrote,i personally experienced it,i felt only but sadness and sorrow,i wished to feel happiness numerous times,becuse when i was 13 there is this someone who broke my heart and made me cry,i'm wishing for someone to heal this broken heart,then my wish came true,i had new inspiration now,.what i'm saying is someday your special sumone will come,don't lose hope,there's time for everything