I Hate Myself

• Artist: Rayne Engel
• Description: My second villanele that i have written for my liturature class. I lost the first one for a poetry project and had to write another. lol. I'm trying to remember the first one. It was named "Believing in a Lie". I'm ticked that I can't remember it but oh well. It'll come around eventually.
• Date: 10/26/2009
• Tags: hate myself

I can think of nothing else.
I know I can't deny
The hate I have for myself.

I know this isn't good for my heath,
But no matter how I try
I can think of nothing else.

This hate is for noone else,
Though you could see in my eyes
The hate I have for myself.

Something I can't stop, can't help.
Making up lie after lie
I can think of nothing else.

Browzing my life like a bookshelf
Sometimes I wish I could die.
The hate I have for myself.

But my dear friends, nobody else,
Keep me from saying my goodbyes.
I can think of nothing else.
The hate I have for myself.

Comments

[Rayne Engel]

aw, thx. =D

[Monjong-wer]

wow, that poem is marvelous! absolutely 5/5!! smile