• Counting Seconds

    What do I gain
    Sitting here in the dark
    my only company the soft sheets around me

    The street out side bustles around the morning sun
    My companions walk noisily to school
    Leaving me behind...

    What do I gain
    Counting seconds as they pass
    Ever so slowly

    Alone
    I say I am sick
    But am I

    What do I gain
    My mind traveling far away
    To a unknown place

    My mind Lies
    But my Heart flows
    Am I lieing to myself

    What do I gain
    I ask my Heart
    It does not anwer...

    I was feeling sick
    A while ago
    But just for a while...

    What do I gain
    ......
    A few hours of sleep

    While the world spins around me
    I feel fine
    I tell myself

    So now I get ready
    To spin
    With the world

    My head tells me stop
    My heart tells me go
    But were do I go

    I asked what do I gain
    My Heart tells me
    It's my turn to answer.