• I was there.
    It hurted so much,
    the tension and pressure
    It flet like my heart was going to explode.
    The feeling in there,
    knowing that I
    couldnt cry or run or scream.

    Thats what I wanted to do.
    But knowing who they were
    they would have never accepted
    It was so hard just to sit there
    and wait. Wait,wait,wait
    until death took me.

    Thats waht it felt like
    slowly but surely
    slipping away to a
    wakeless sleep.

    To the fear of many people
    in this world.
    It was a horrible feeling.
    All this screaming in my head.

    How you know something
    is going to happen
    just not knowing
    when,why,where.
    I wouldnt wish it to my
    most hated enemy.

    That feeling that
    that someone was going
    to be there for you
    GONE.

    It didnt exist.
    The darkness taking
    you away little by little
    from your home,family,friends.
    When i went back to my comfort
    i just started crying
    crying like ive never cried before