• Is it useless to run
    Just 'cause I'm falling behind?
    Or do you think its useless
    Because I'm chasing a transparent dream?
    My dream is yes, transparent
    You can see many holes
    But to be normal, blend in
    Is one thing I really want
    It doesn't help at all
    To be hated by others
    I can't recall such a bad feeling
    I'm not with people my age
    I don't feel normal
    I stand out from the rest
    Is this so bad?

    But you saw me first
    Then I became center of attention
    I still love you a lot
    Confess to me now
    If you did I would be happier
    I catch your gazes at me
    You quickly turn away
    As though your embarrassed to see me
    But I can say I love you
    Truly form the heart
    What was that convo at lunch?
    "Go ask her out. You can ask any girl out."
    But I was eavesdropping
    It wasn't meant for my ears
    Are you speaking about me
    Or someone who blends in?

    I'm chasing a transparent dream
    A transparent wish
    It's almost gone as you can't see
    Because you won't accept my heart
    You've just played with it
    And yet to break it
    But for you

    It's a chance I'm willing to take