• Why is it that I have been cursed with this curse since birth
    6 billion people and I still have no one in this earth
    Maybe I have no purpose in this place
    Since all my life I've been called a disgrace
    I've grown up without the wisdom of my father and the love of my mother
    Without the smile of my sister and the friendship with my brother
    Exiled, rejected, pushed away and treated as an outcast
    And memories reform in my mind about my painful past
    But pain is a subject I can understand
    I've lived my life with no one holding my hand
    I wonder if any one will notice if I leave
    Will they shed a tear or even grieve
    I feel invisible as if no one can see me
    As if I'm trapped and will never be set free
    I scream out all my pain and agony
    But they still act like they didn't hear me
    I try to reach out and touch somebody
    But they pull away and I'm left with nobody
    Is it worth living with no one by your side
    Ive said before that I'm fine but I've lied
    I'm going to quit living because I have already tried
    I'm going to kill myself because I've already died inside