• Why does it hurt to see you with her?
    I know you love her.. but the truth hides me from you.
    I love to see you... I love you.
    I know you don't know... but you will.
    I know someone I told will let it slip,
    Or tell you on purpose.
    So I know this.
    If you knew...
    You'd never talk to me,
    Play games with me,
    Look at me,
    Write to me,
    Think of me the same again.
    So until it happens, I'll savor,
    And Care,
    About every waking moment I have with you.
    Because if you ever,
    Ever,
    Found out how I really feel about you...
    You'd ignore me.
    You'd forget me.
    I don't ever want that..
    Because I need you.
    I can't live without you.
    When I think of saying a last goodbye...
    I cry.
    So goodbye for now,
    For I mustn't show myself to you.
    Atleast...
    Not now.
    If you read this and found out who you are...
    I'd die for you to forget it.
    And treat me that same,
    Loving,
    Caring way again.